A healthy prayer life can be a lot of hard work.
I know we’re not supposed to admit that, but it’s often true.
If you’re one of those Christians who finds your prayer life to be easy, joyous, and endlessly fulfilling, we’re grateful for you and the role you play in the body of Christ. But that’s not the way it is for many of us.
Pastors are not immune to struggling with our prayer life. In my experience and conversations, plus almost every poll taken about the prayer lives of ministers, pastors who struggle with prayer are in the majority.
So if you’re a minister who is less than satisfied with your prayer life, you’re not alone.
Prayer is really hard for most of us. Including me. And I think I know why.
No Magic Words
Prayer is hard because the results are long-term.
If prayers were answered within 24 hours (or 365 days) we’d all be praying machines! But they aren’t. They’re not supposed to be.
Many prayers take a lifetime to be answered. Some take longer than that.
Plus, most prayers aren’t requests, they’re conversations. They don’t get answered because they’re not about getting answers, they’re about developing your relationship with Jesus.
This is why most people, including most pastors, admit that prayer is among the least satisfactory aspects of our spiritual lives. Because real prayer is about relationship, and relationships are hard. Even (especially?) with God.
The Shortcuts We Settle For
We all struggle with the age-old question, “Is God pleased with me and what I’m doing?”
Because prayer is hard, many of us use cheap substitutes to answer that question. Instead of wrestling with the difficult aspects of our relationship with Jesus, many pastors rely on the newest church leadership methods and systems to answer the “is God pleased with me?” question.
It’s quicker and easier to measure our success through numbers and metrics than it is to struggle with our insecurities through prayer.
But quicker and easier aren’t better.
Easy Is Cheap – Good Things Cost Us Something
That’s not to say that pastors who teach methods and metrics, or whose ministries have growing numbers don’t have great prayer lives or spiritual depth. Many have both.
But too many of us, in churches large and small, have traded the long-term, often unseen benefits of a deeper, richer spiritual life for a more immediate, tangible, results-oriented ministry.
Our spiritual lives suffer when we do that. And so do our churches and ministries. And that’s when the numbers are up! When the numbers are down… oh my.
I believe this is a primary reason for all the negative stats about pastoral burnout, ethical failures, even suicides. We’re trying to satisfy our longing to be valued in all the wrong places.
But we know better.
The Struggle Matters
If you’re struggling with your prayer life, good for you. The struggle means it’s still alive.
But even if you’ve given up, there’s still hope.
Get back in touch with the God who created, saved, and called you. Embrace the struggle.
Do the day-to-day work that all relationships require. And, through that, find the joy and strength on the far side of the struggle.
Sure, prayer is hard work. So is any relationship.
But, just like every other relationship, what makes it hard is also what makes it valuable.
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